Thursday, October 15, 2009

What the hell is wrong with you people?!

So I know I have this problem, where I see people who have similar bodies to mine, and I'm jealous of them, but I still see myself as a cow. That aside... I found this article online at "Drunken Stepfather", a NSFW site (you might like it, Carlos!) about Chloe Kardashian in a dress that they considered too revealing for a "fat chick" like her. Holy mother of GOD. Look at this freaking WHALE. Here is the article.I know, right??? Look how FAT she is... the cellulite... the goey thighs... the giant gut... oh wait. She has NONE OF THOSE. Yet whoever wrote this article, who I am going to assume at this point is either an ultra-thin supermodel, or an overweight dude. He even included a close up of her tiny little belly. What the hell is wrong with people, nowadays? Just when I think it's okay, maybe I can loosen up on myself a little bit.. I see this and it makes me feel even worse. Because this is the consensus of the public. That a girl who looks like this is fat. It makes me want to punch everyone.

Now, for a small update on my own stupidity, I'm eating again, eating on my plan and hoping to stick to it. I'm trying to get over the fact that it feels good to fucking starve, because I know it's not good for me and it's not helping. Woo. This morning, I tried to return to my roots and made my favorite breakfast; scrambled eggs with tomatoes. If only I had some bacon, I'd have been in heaven. However, I feel that it's my duty to tell you that I did eat breakfast at... 1 PM. 'cuz that's around when I woke up. I don't know how I managed to sleep for 13 hours, but there ya go!


Amy said...

I only *wish* I was that 'fat'.

Fat Daddy said...

The media's definition of fat is so not what you see in real life. Remember Brittany Spears? What a cow she fat? For God's sake, she may be nuts, but she has a beautiful body.

You know not to define yourself that way. And the author is probably nothing to write home about a bit.

And all those comments from dudes calling her a piglet. You know that shit is just talk trying to look cool.

You look good girl. You know that. Glad you are back on plan.

big_mummy said...

wow.... i mean the dress, not nice but whats in it... wow. media for you i guess.

screwdestiny said...

Meh, she's thinner than me, but I know that Hollywood and tabloids and all that crap are just stupid bullshit, so I don't allow myself to compare as much anymore. It's much better for all our mental health in the long run.